Friday, 12 February 2010 ;
11:54
有些人，就是爱打压你。看你开心，他会不爽.
Have no idea why some people can be so inflexible. Have no idea why some people just like to be mean. They're upset if they see you smiling. Seeing u happier than them makes them angry. They do mean things to make u sad. To make you be like them.
They're upset if u take the effort to dress decently for work. If they are sloppy, they expect you to fit in. If they're lazy they expect you to be the same.
But why should I? Why should I compromise on standards I set for myself? Why should I be unhappy and stoop to their level? MOST IMPORTANTLY, why shld I dress like them (shorts & slippers & even PJ sometimes) to a proper office? I'm not working at a market. I'm working in front of a proper work desk and a PC w Windows 7 OS. I'm not working at a factory. Besides, this is Singapore. Not M'sia or China or wherever they come from. Why should I be lazy and go without even the most basic make up like them? If with only foundation and lip balm (not even lip gloss or lipstick!) I already look so out of place, I don't think thats my problem. Why should I let myself go fat old ugly and unaccomplished like they are?
Its is again, time to leave.
近朱者赤，近墨者黑. I shan't wait till I'm like them. I'll leave and they'll not get their stupid culture on me. Not one bit.
I refuse to be beaten. So SHOO. (What i really want to say is 'F*CK OFF!!')
oR sO sHe sAys..-
Kaiyan