sick of sales.. i went for an interview this aftn.. got the job an hour later.. was kind of worried cos without warning, i had to sit for a 1.5hr paper.. my opinions were needed, my memory was put to the test and i had to answer some accounts stuff which honestly i had forgotten.. there was another candidate doing the test with me.. after the test we had to wait while our papers were marked before the guy would want to see us for the interview.. i was so scared he'll only want to see the other girl and not me.. that wld be so embarrassing.. anyway soon after i left the building they called to say they want me.. pay is slightly less than i would expect but i guess it would be a good opportunity for me to learn.. it would be easier to jump to where i want to be in the future too.. in the meanwhile i guess i'll learn as much as i can and also look out for better opportunities.. i guess thats what all workers are doing.. keep looking out for better jobs to jump to.. give me a welcome pat on the back, people... i'm finally joining the nine to five rat race.. sigh...

perphaps i really think too little of my opinions.. i realised i was very apprehensive when i was asked my opinion on financial issues.. and even as i write them down i was so convinced i was wrong wrong wrong.. i was so adamant that the marker would hate my opinions and think they're so layman-ish and nonsensical.. but perphaps they ain't so bad afterall.. i shld learn to trust my opinions more. there must be a reason why i came up with a particular point of view. why don't i trust my reasons and my judgement?