Suddenly everything's happening too fast.. Either I've not been catching up w my frens for too long or this world's getting to complicated for me.. =(

I think its a bit of both...
Nov-Dec is really the season for breaking up.. no idea why.. but it is..

i shouldn't go on FB too often.. they give me more shocks/surprises than i can take.. I see my sec sch frens getting married, frens having kids.. I see some frens who were ABOUT to get married suddenly changing partners.. I also heard about frens who were on the verge of getting married when their partner died..

too much.. too much.. maybe to me i keep thinking i'm still young.. all these getting married and having kids stuff are ADULT responsibilities.. and i forgot i've legally been an adult for a few years already.. and when i see ppl my age taking up such responsibilities i feel overwhelmed.. like.. wow.. i can't do that..

i remember telling kel once (we were discussing about relationships and why some ppl snatch other's bf/gfs and blah blah blah) that he doesn't knw its a 'battlefield' out there.. all's fair in love and war.. And I guess I've forgotten its a battlefield out there myself.. This relationship has given me much needed security and I've forgotten about not taking things for granted.. I've forgotten to treasure and cherish what I have.. being contented is different from cherishing.. Today i'm reminded once again that happiness can come and go as it pleases.. Today i'm reminded to treasure what I have.. =)



*muacKz*

even if one day you leave me i'll remember we once had such beautiful memories.. =)