Sunday, 14 December 2008 ;
             13:25
               maybe everYthing haS beEn wRong fRoM tHe sTart.. it has been an unexpectedly rough journey.. unexpectedly unlUcky.. i hate to aCcrue thIngs tO luck.. bUt.. i really cAn't see a reaSon bEhind all these seRies of hurdles.. i'm trying very haRd not tO let tHings pull mE dOwn.. but i fEel sO aLone.. in tHis line tHere are tOo manY sEcrets i hav tO keeP sUch that i can't talk abt a lot of things tHat maKe me upset.. 
i'm very very upset..
very... 
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             oR sO sHe sAys..-