Thursday, 6 November 2008 ;
17:37

Finally, marketing exam's over too.. As i got off the bus today on the way to school, i suddenly realised how old i seem compared to the majority of the students.. I think i still prefer going to school at night where there are many working adults bustling about.. haha.. in comparison, i feel younger..
Sighz.. has it really been three years ALREADY?? i still remember wHen i waS a freshie.. enthu abt sch, den in my second year, i was dying to graduate.. not because i hate school but simply because there is so much more to life than mugging and chasing after that piece of paper.. there are so many more things i wanna do.. so many more things to learn and to experience.. yet the bulk of my time is linked to school. Still, i like my course of study.. i like knowing the management aspect, i LOVE my major and i enjoy my minor.. in the blink of an eye, I'm a senior in school.. juniors ask me how to study this how to pass that.. just like how i tried to ask MY seniors then... when i wasn't busy with school, i was at tuition or guitar.. mostly tuition.. i'll always remember how i foolishly took on so many students in sem 4.. the killer semester.. and i naively tot that sem 4 was like any other semester and that if i could do 3 sems why can't i do this too? i can't remember how many projs i had that sem.. 9? 10? or more? around there anw.. and a handful of tests too.. how did i survive with 5 students that time? with some of them asking for tuitions twice a week.. and guitar classes! i remember telling myself over and over again "i am supergirl i am supergirl" as if telling myself that could make me stronger.. i dunno whether chanting that made me stronger but having passed throught that sem unscathed (except for a few minor injuries i.e only two distinctions) i know stress can't kill me. i'm bigger than that.. (ROAR! :p)
and then, there's the friendship forged through these 3 years.. :) enough said.
tml's my last paper as an undergrad.. i'll be back for more studying definately.. in areas that interest me, in areas that hlp me with my career etc.. but still.. i think i'm starting to miss school already.. damn.. -_-"
oR sO sHe sAys..-