Sunday, 5 October 2008 ;
14:14
if i dUn lOve you, i would..
1. Sleep better last night..
2. Be able to concentrate more on everything..
3. Not be worried for you, constantly afraid of your nightmare coming true..
4. Not shout at you like a mad woman..
5. Have less heartache..
6. Not have swollen eyes due to crying..
bUt i cAn't help it bUt love you.. nO wonder ppl sAy there's a price to pAy fo everythinG.. incLudng lOve..
tHe laSt quaRter of tHE yeaR is aLways a sEason fOr bREakups.. a sEasOn fOr tEars.. a seAson fOr dEpression..
wLd u aDd on tO tHe list? i dUnno...
sOmetImes wE nEed silenCe.. bUt sOme tImes wE nEed nOise..
oUr 1St official cold war/quarrel? wE're becOming like a rEal cOuple..
bUt eVery reAl r/sp haS a lifesPan..
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i wAN tO tell u, 'dUn lEave'.. bUt i wOuld aLso like tO know, wHen oh wHen, dOes tHe "foreVer" tHat u aLways meNtion, end?
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aT tHe eNd of tHe dAy, peRphAPs we'rE all aLone.. i neEd tO leArn how tO lOve u less sO i cAn wOrry less.. i nEed tO close mY eYes mORe aNd leArn aGain, hOw tO fEel.. aNd onCe aGain, sUpergIrl nEeds tO rEmember hOw tO fLy.. like hOw sHe used tO..
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i fInally undERstand aNother wAy of cOmprehanding tHis pHrase..
"i haTe tHe fact tHat i lOve you."
oR sO sHe sAys..-
Kaiyan