Tuesday, 19 August 2008 ;
23:27
just like the way i missed the chance to tell da bao i like him..
just like the way you missed the chance to woo ivy..
you missed the chance to let me have a snapshot memory that i can and will keep forever.
if you do smtg bcos i asked u to, no matter how romantic the action is, it will never be as touching as you volunteering to do it.
tHe evening was perfect. near perfect. you could have made it perfect. but you didn. i could have made it perfect by not playing tat game. but i did. as usual, i should have kept my mouth shut.
perphaps i'm too demanding.. asking for a snapshot moment may be too much.. afterall, i may be the only ambitious person in this relationship. Even alone, i'm ambitious. i wan to grow intellectually, emotionally & physically stronger. I've set myself sky high targets in my future career. targets that you dun know. no one knows. i dun really dare to tell anyone. they'll just say i'm dreaming and i know that would affect my morale. nevertheless, I hope you grow with me and share my ambitions. i hope my partner shares these mindsets and have the drive to improve. but perphaps all along i'm the only one who is never satisfied for long with status quo. you are good enuf. perphaps so am i. but WE, can be better.
to me, life is about living to be the best that we can be. i want to try everything. and excel in something. just one thing. perphaps to you, that is too demanding already.
i know wat i want in life. how about you? if you have the ans, tell me.. will you?
oR sO sHe sAys..-
Kaiyan