i can't be mOre unlucKy.. i dRopped mY phone intO tHe tOilet bowL yeSt. tHankfully i've FLUSHED ALREADY befOre it fell in. G-R-O-S-S... sO i've officially lOst aLmost ALL mY contaCts.. pls ppl, bE kInd tO a sAd, dIsorIented sOul (me lah! who elSe..) aNd sMs me ur cOntacts.. and aS luck would havE it, one of mY sTudents mOved house aNd one oF tHem wENt hOme tO cHina fOr 2 mtHs.. sO i haVe 2 sTudents less sInce i cAN't contaCt the onE whO mOved! dAmn... sIghz...

oh, dId i meNtion? mY pHOne's half a yeAR old ONLY!!! *sTabs heaRt aNd cOllaspe*
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aFter wIshing Dabao a haPpy bIrthdAY @ 1am laSt nIght, i aCcidentally pREssed tHE dial bUtton wHile wanting tO deletE tHe mSg.. hE rEceivEd a mIssed cAll aNd calleD me baCk.. i cAncelled tHe caLL aND he fOllowEd w a mSg..
"hey, whats up? was catching sunrise.. sorRY.."
"oh nOthing.. i acCidentally presSed tHe dial button.."

aNd eARly tHis moRning, juST as gRumpy olD me wAs rUshing tO sCh, sileNtly cUrsing tHe aUnties wHo cUt mY qUeue, sEeing tHis mSg mAde me sMile.. cOs i knOw he's caTching the sUnrisE w sOmeonE he lOves.. aNd he's happY.. aNd aFter sO many yeArs, i undERstAnd wE all have a sOft sPot fOr sOmeonE irReplaCeable.. yOu mAY lOve wHo u cHoose tO be wIth nOw.. ( i lOve kel!) bUt dUn denY tHe fAct tHAt tHere is alwAYs smONe in youR heARt wHo cAn neVer be replAced.. eVen if tHey dUn cAre fOr tHat sPace in youR heARt, it'll alwaYs be reServed fOr tHem.. be it tEn yRs or fIfty yRs, wHen you hEAr his/her vOice, sEe his/her fAmilar smile, it still melTs ur heARt tHe sAme waY it dId yeaRs aGo..

lOve cHanges.. fRom waNting tO see tHat perSon, tO waNting tO maKe him sMile, tO waNting him tO be haPpy, tO wANting nOthing aT all.. nOthing at all.. i rEmember tHe tImes wHen jUSt sEeing hIm in sCh cAN maKe mE haPpy fOR thE wHole dAY.. hOw tIme fLies.. bUt nOw i leARnt tHat wE can't reLy on otHers tO maKe us haPpy.. 安全感是自己给自己的，快乐也得靠自己..

不是累了，不是向命运低头，心里有一种自己也没办法形容的静。。

haPpy bIrthday dAbaO.. iF haPpineSs is tEmporary aNd joy iS eVerlasTing, i wIsh you aLL tHe joy in tHE wOrld..