Monday, 5 May 2008 ;
19:00
sIghz... a lOt haPpened tHis wK... i'vE beEn reAlly haPpY aNd tHen i'vE beEn rEally unhAppy tOo.. u kNOw wHat ppl saY abouT ppl wHo laUgh a lOt? tHey cRy a lot tOo.. well..
tHe oTher daY i wAs plaYing a pieCe on tHe piaNo (pOp sOng.. fOr tHe paSt yr or sO, eVerytime i plaYed tHe sOng, i feLt fOr it.. eVerytime i plAYed it it reminds mE oF sOme isSUes i waS hung up oVer.. aNd i can't rEAlly saY its a haPpy sOng.. bUt tHe otHer daY, i felt tHat thERe waSn mUch meANing in plaYing it... i dun fEel for thE song anymOre.. aT thaT moment in tIme i wAS tHinking tO mYself "mm.. mAybe i've fInally let gO" aNd tHat, i've gOt tO tHank mY nEW dEAr.. hE dOtes oN me tOo mUch.. tHe pASt? oH heCk it..
tHen i waS unhappy.. aNd aGain i fEel tHe neED tO wOrk haRder sUch tHat i cAN haVe a placE of mY oWn sOoner.. i dun need a bIg plACE... i jUst wAnt a plACe of mY oWN.. aNd aGain, i waNt tO leAVe.. sOon.. veRy sOon...
oR sO sHe sAys..-
Kaiyan