Monday, 21 April 2008 ;
21:39

yeSt i wAs haVing a tErrible headacHe.. tHE wEAther wAsn pleasAnt.. mY revIsion wAsn gOing wEll.. aNd, i haVe tuition aT a plaCe wheRe i haVe tO waLk for 10 mins aFter aLighting fRom a 20 min buS rIde.. tHese aRe all ingREdienTs tO cReatIng a tErrible mOod. sO, i wEnt fOr tuitIon tEAching wHat i haTe tEAching mOst, wIth a tErrible mOod. i wAsn gIving mY beSt likE i uSually dO. aT the eNd of tHe lessOn, mY stuDent paSsed me a lEtter.. i tOt it wAs a prActice fOr her leTTer wRiting fOr sCHool. sO i jUst tOok it aNd kePt it in mY baG.. wHen i gOt oN tHe buS, i dECided tO maRk it.. sO i tOok it ouT tO rEAd.. aNd, oh mY gOodneSs! it wAs a rEAl sWeet leTTer! sHe tHanked me fOR maKing eNglish intEresting tO leARn (sHe's fRom China) aNd i dunno wHat i did bUt sHe saId bcOs of me, sHe isN tHAt sCared of eNglish anYmore... aNd tHat oUt of aLL the tUtors sHe haD, bOth hEr mUmmy aNd her likE me tHe moSt.. oh mAn! aFter rEAding it i fElt SO guiltY fOr bRInging mY baD mooD tO leSsons... aNd i usually aSK mY stUdents tO call mE by mY naMe sO as tO cLose tHe distance btWn us bUt she's the oNly one wHo INSIST on cAlling me laO sHi... sIghz... i lOve heR man..
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i lOve haNginG out w kElvin.. yEp, hE's mY nEw bF.. sOmehOw bEing w hIm is a liTTle like bEing w aUdrey.. i'm uSually mY cRAzy, bLur aND sTupid sElf w hIm aNd he lAughs aLong aNd wATches oUt fOr cArs fOr me wHen wE cRoss tHe rOAd.. mAinly i cAn be a sIao zHar bO w hIm aNd he dOesn fReak oUt sEeing me likE tHat.. hE gIVes mE gOod aDVice aND DOESN TRY TO TAKE ADVANTAGE OF ME (i nOw kNow a cReep wHen i sEe onE). haVing knOWn hIm fOr.. mm.. sINce laSt nOv? aBout 1/2 a yeAR, he's a pRetty gReat gUy.. hE isn eVerything i wANt.. bUt he's enUf.. eVen thOu i knOw eVery rElationship gOes tHru a cYcle (like prOduct life cycle fOr thOse wHO dO maRketing / bIz), i dun tHink i cAre tHat mUch aBout aNythINg otHer tHan tHE prEsent.. eVen tHou he's a gUy i dUn mind dATing fOr a lOng lOng tIme bUt tIme cHanges eVerything.. it mIght cHange hIs mind or eVen mIne.. fOR nOw, eVerything's gReat. i sHall be less haRsh on mYselF aNd baSk in hIs cOmpany aNd cAre.. tHE fUture? onE thing i've leARnt aBout lOve.. it'll tAke cAre of itsElf.. :)
oR sO sHe sAys..-