Tuesday, 22 April 2008 ;
21:57
i purPOsely weNT tO prOd aT an oLd wOund.. it sTill hurT.. i've mOved on.. bUt a paRt of mE sTill waNts tO knOw wHy.. wHy the sTory tUrned out tHe waY it dId.. i wANt tO knOW tHE otHer sidE of tHe sTory.. tHE trUth.. sOmEhow i reALly caN feEL tHAT the story haSN eNDed yeT.. it unneRves me tO a ceRtain eXtent.. i'm haPPY w wAt i haVe nOw.. i'm haPPy w wHo i haVe by mY side.. i dUn wan tHe paSt tO chaNge mY mindsEt aNd maKe me cHange mY tots on my current sItuation.. i dUn wan tO puSh hIm aWay aNd rUn aWay aGain.. aT leaSt nOt tHis tIme... *sIghz*
oR sO sHe sAys..-