Wednesday, 20 February 2008 ;
17:20


jUst cAught JUNO w jIa.. it wAS a G-R-E-A-T mOvie alRIght? fAntasTic! i waNNa buy the VCD aND wATch it aGain aNd aGain..
oNe sCene's sTuck in mY minD.. Juno found ouT tHat tHe couple wHo's to adopt hER babY's gOing to sPilt.. sHe waS daMn upsEt and wHen sHE got hOme, sHe askED heR dad wHEther its tHAt difficult/wAsn it possible tHat couples cAN sTay happy togetHer eVen afTer a loNg tIme? hER dAd tOld her, mOst impTly u'll haVe tO fiNd sOmeone wHo loVEs u eVen wHen he has sEen u pRetty or ugly, handsOme or wHat-haVe-yOU, in a gOod mOod or a cRappy mooD.. aNd sTill loVEs you fOr wHo you aRE.. tHe rIght pERson will still seE tHe sUn sHine oUt of ur aSs.. (sOmething aLong tHAt line)
i'm cYnicAL aBt haPpy eNdings.. bUT tHis sTOry still tOuchED mY heARt.. a gREat dEAL.. maYbe dEep dOwn i sTill wiSH fOr a hAPpy eNding in mY life jUst tHat i'm nOt keEping my hOpes up.. bUt i seRiously dOubt anY one will lOve mE fOr wHo i aM.. i haVe a nAsty tEmper u knOw? wHeN i fLare up i dUn eVen lOVe mYself mUch. hoW can i exPect sOmeone eLse to? haha.. ;) beNefits of being singLe.. i'll jUst be mYself.. nASty tEMper aNd all..
maybe tHAts y.. tHAts y wHen he sAys "i lOVe yOu" i sO dUn belieVe.. hE oNly sEes mY nIce sAne sIde.. hoW can oNe cLaim tO lOVe sOmething u dun kNow mUCh abOut? its like mE sAying i lOve iCe hocKey.. or rUgby.. tHats absUrd! i mIght love it in thE fUture if i leARn it.. bUt nOt nOw! sIghz.. Oscar Wilde sAys "iLLusion is tHe fIrst of aLL plEasures.." itS an illusIon we faLL in lOve w mOst of tHe tIme.. itS an illUsion he fell in lOve w tOo.. nOt me.. i'm nOt tHAt gIrl he tHinks i aM.. thaT isn me..
oR sO sHe sAys..-