yeST i wAS at VIVO w ZH.. wE sAt at tHe sKy paRk fOr houRs.. jUSt waTching pple aRnd us, talkinG aBt ouR cHildhood, wAtching tHE sUn sET, cOunting sTars aNd lOoking aT tHe mOon while thE sTupid lAnd breeze bLew mY haIr in tHe wROng way.. bUT it wAS gREat.. it wAs.. waTs tHe wOrd fOR it? oh yeS.. it was enOugh..

itS a tHin liNe bTwn bEing hOnest aND being sTupid.. eNlighTen me on tHe eXAct dIfferEnce pls..
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iTs amAzing.. i gOt tO kNOw tHis gIrl as mY bUddy's gf (ex-gf now) aNd i tot tHat wld be wHo i'll knOw her as.. mY bUddy's ex.. bUT later i reAlised sHe's also mY couSin's ex colleagUE, mY cOusin's ex's oNce uPon a tIme sQueeze, mY ex's um.. sEc sCH maTE aNd maYbe something mOre.. nOw, sHe's alsO tHe gOod fRen aNd ex-colleagUe of a gIrl wHose brOther i'm gOing-out-wIth/aN ex-colleague..

gEe.. cAn the wOrld gEt anY sMaller?

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wHat happeNs wHen u kNow u like sOMeone, bUt nOt enOugh? its like.. u sEE a rEAlly nIce bAG.. u lOve it! bUT mAYbe its nOT 'the-one' nOT tHe kind tHat onCE u see it u kNOw u hAve tO haVe it.. so dO u bUy it? an aUthor oNCe sAid, if u wAlk awAy aNd sTill miss it, bUy it. if u wAlk awaY and fOrget abT it, then.. well.. good tHing u didn bUy it.. is it tHe sAme fOr r/sps? maYbe when i doubT it sO mUCh i dun lOve it tHAt mucH aftErall.. wHats loVE w/o a bIt of paSsion anD a wEe bIt of 冲动? yUp.. it dIEs off after a wHile.. bUT it wAS gOod wHile it laSted waSn it? if tHere was nOn of tHose firewKs in tHe 1st place..... i dunnoe.. its a nICe cHange.. quiet sTability.. bUt its bOring.. isN it? i eNjoy the quiet sTability tHAt comes w a sTable, potEntially lOng laSting r/sp.. tHe comfORt tHat sOmeonE is tHere fOR u, knOWing tHEre's someONE u cAN tRUst, tHe sEcure fEeling tHat u cAn be tOtally urseLf w sOmeone aNd he'll sTill loVE u fOr who u are.. bUT nO firEwks eVen at tHe sTart? i dunno if itS gonnA be a dOomed r/sp bUT like the cAse w tHe baG, i'm gOnna wAlk aWay foR nOw.. unTil i haVE tHe aNS.. aNd so, fOr tHe 1st tIme sInce 2008 sTarted, thIs sAt will nOt be 'ZH-day'.. tHis saT will be my 'bRo&mUmmy-day'
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"bEcOs wHen u sAid 'i lOve yOu', i sMiled.. aNd i tRied tO sAy i lOVe u tOo.. bUt i dUn waN tO lie.. bUt i'm nOt eVen sURe.. bUt i dUn wan tO hUrt you.."