This post is dedicated to someone special.. someone who's always there.. someone who gives me more than what i can give in return..

Often, I flip open thick acadamic books and staring at me in the first page is..

"This book is dedicated to XYZ"

and i'll be thinking how it feels like to have a book dedicated to you. Its such a romantic and sweet gesture. Esp so when its an acadamic text. Think of all the research done behind those pages!

Today, something came close to that.. someone dedicated his Masters' thesis to me.. It may not be a big deal to anyone.. But i'm the kind who thinks that having someone name a star after me is sweeter than giving me a bling of equal size.



(nAme moSiac-ed to pRotect tHe 'innOcenT')

I'm blogging about this bcos i want him to know how much this means to me.. bcos i find that, over the years, just saying thank you over and over again isn enough.. I want him to know how much the thank you card meant to me. I want him to know what was said in the card meant a hell lot to me. Most imptly, i wan him to know, i really dun deserve this. Even though I barely understand 1/2 of what the thesis is about (its on Loop Quantum Gravity for goodness.. is it even in english?), I really appreciate it.. I want him to know, over the years, there's so much stuff that he has helped me with that i can't finish listing them. He means a lot to me and he doesn know that. He's a great friend to have and I wldn exchange this friendship for anything else. Not for a million dollars, not for imortality, not for marrying an oil tycoon bUt i might exchange this for one more audrey.. or one more yu jia.. or one more maine.. or even maybe one more clarissa.. or maybe one more tim, one more.. haha.. i'm kidding.. Anw I want him to know that I rem all of them. Its not the flowers, the bears, the stars, the shells & the everything else. Its the thought of doing it. I want him to know, what he has done for me is more than what I can do in return and that I'm sorry I can only let this be a friendship and nothing more.. But promise me.. Dote on me in our next life as u did in this.. ok?

P/S: I know you're reading this.. Dun pretend you aren't.. :)