Saturday, 8 December 2007 ;
10:45
nO maTter wHat i dO, its nEver gOod eNough.. its nEver uP tO sTandard.. HER sTandard.. aND i'm sO tIred of eVen tRying.. tOny pArson onCe sAid, "all pArents live tHeir lifEs tHrough tHat of tHeir cHild." i undErstOod wHat it meAnt.. i jUSt dIdn eXpeCt it tO bE THAT exTreme.. 难道我就这样注定过我的一生？ i bElieVE we cHoose oUr pAth.. bUt mOst oftEn, wHat we cAre aBout mOst is aLso oUr gREatest hInderaNCe.. wHat sHould i dO? fOr oNCe, thE Cedar mOtto i refEr tO in tImes of nEed fail me.. "Honesty, Courtesy, Perseverance".. wat?
in lOve w a sMall-caP sTock.. oNe of tHe rAre tImes i lOve kaPoh aUnties.. iTs e oNly tHing tHAt kEeps me hAppy nOw tHAt eVerything is gOing wRong w mY life.. eVerything.. sCh, hOme, mIssion plAnning.. eVerythiNg.. 我很想放弃。。又再一次放弃。。又再一次用我的生命过她的人生。。可是我不服！我不服！怎么办？iSn tHis MY lifE? oR aM i miStaken?
lEt mE bLock oUt all tOts except fOr my sMall cAp sTock.. iT kEpt me sO hAppy i oNly maNaged tO sLeep fOr aBout 4-5 hRs aND i'm nOt tIred aT aLL.. :)rEpeat 10 times: THINK HAPPY TOTS x 10tHere's a pRice tO paY fOr evErytHing.. iF it cAn b sEttled bY mOney, aLL tHe beTter.. bUt mOst of tHe tIme, wE dUn geT tO paY in cAsh, mAsters, vIsa, Amex or NETs.. wE pAy bY gIving uP tHings wE lOve, invEsting tIme aNd fEelings, sWallowIng oUr pRIde aNd dIgnity..
oR sO sHe sAys..-
Kaiyan