Sunday, 25 November 2007 ;
12:49
it wAs a.. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXX (i haVE nO wOrds tO deScribe it bUt i bEt its lOng) day yeSt.. my eMotions weRe on a rOller cOaster rIde..
ofTen, we cOmplain cos we dUnnO wHat tO cHoose.. wE're aFraid of maKing cHoices tHat may impacT us gREatly aNd afFect ouR life. yeST, sMtHing haPPened tHAt made me reAlise, haVing a cHoice is beTTer tHAn haVing nO choice aT all. wHen we haVE a cHoice, we taKe reSPonsibility fOr our life. wHen we havE nO cHoice, we'RE at tHe mercY of sOmething caLLed fAte/deStiny; sOmething tHat i do not tOtally believe it. i haTe it wHen i can't be in cOntRol of my owN life.. i aLso reAlised aNOther tHing abOut myself. i wLd nOt gIve up mY dREams fOr lOve. bUt i wld dO sO fOr fAmily.
aFter a baD scAre, i tOt it wAs only fAir tO celebrAte w gOod cOffee.. bRought mUm tO tcc fOr nIce cOffee aNd i'm hOoked oN tHeir kaffee-tini..
dUring dInner w mY oLdESt fRiend (nOt aGe-wIse) & a fellow enthusiast heLped me dEcide wHether i sHld sTay or gO. gO i pRobably wlD, bUt tHe deSTination aNd purpose is neIther of tHe places i orIginaLly haD in mInd.. life is fUll of tWists aNd tUrns aNd i'm loVing eVery sECond of it..
fEll in lovE w a mAths bOok at kIno.. yUp aBout maThs anD mOna lisA. i sUrprise myself.. didn i oNce sWear i'll neVer haVe anything tO dO w mAThs as sOon as i caN heLp it? *sHrUgz* tHe bOok hAS a nIce qUote:
"When you can measure what you are talking about and express it in numbers, you know something about it; but when you cannot express it in numbers, your knowledge of it is of a meager and unsatisfactory kind." - Lord Kelvin (Physicist)
oR sO sHe sAys..-
Kaiyan