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Saturday, 29 September 2007 ;
19:43

i dUn haVe tO dO it jusT bcOs someOne hUrt me e sAme wAy.. i'm vEry tempTed tO.. bUt i wLdn.. 原来,当一段感情不够坚强,要摧毁它是那么简单。。its like, wHen ur immunIty is loW, its sO eaSy tO fall sIck.. aNd wHen u dUn wAnt tO geT well aNd eXpose urself tO more gErms aNd virUses, dEath sTarts wAving at u..

有多余的爱,不知道给谁?很多孤儿,老人,等着有人去关心。。爱情,不是这样挥霍的。。也许有一天,你的爱会给完。。完了就没了。。

a sImilAr sTory.. bUt tHis time i'm nOt in tHe posItion of tHe victim.. tHis time, i haVe the poWer tO destrOy.. tO wReck wHat tHey onCe cAlled haPpiness.. wHat tHey onCe tOt waS fOrever.. aNd i look at tHe guy w dIslain.. is thIs how HE taLked abt ME baCk thEn? tO gaiN symphathy tHat HE didn desErve? tO mK HIMselF feel less gUilty? tO mK everyoNe thinks HE's the victim? wAs tHis hOw HE behaved bacK tHEn?

wHen he sEnds me sWt nOtes, cAring cAlls aNd sMses, aSking me oUT, i cAn't help bUt wOnder.. if hE doeS tHe sAme tO hiS gf, tHingS might be dIffernt fOr them.. if hE carEs tHe sAme, sHe wLdn be insecuRe.. iF he dAtes hEr insTead oF wAnting tO mEet me w e little tIme he has, sHe wOuldn feel uncAred fOr.. all hEr little tantRums, hEr little aCts of insecurity sHows hOw negLected shE feels.. bUt he dOesn cAre..

HE did tHe sAme.. diD he nOt? mEn.. aRE thEy rEally all tHe sAme?

lifE is interesting.. i aSked fOr aNs.. aNd i got tHem.. nOt dIrectly.. God wanTs tO teSt my skills of infErring dAta fr indIrect sourCes..

iS it eaSier tO mend a bRoken r/sP oR tO stArt a new oNe aGain? mOst pple cHoose tO start a neW one.. bUt a nEw one will hAve probs sUrfacing oNe dAy.. jUst bcOs someonE dOesn lOve u tHE wAy u wAnt her tO, it dOesn meAn u sHould be bLind tO the wAys sHe sHows lOve fOr you.. bUt wE all tend tO fOrget.. fOrgEt wat we 1St felT fOr eCh other.. tIme has its wAy of eRoding lOve.. wAys tHat we caN't see.. cAN't comprehend..

tHankfully tHis time i'm nOt in the posItion of e victim.. cOs iT reallY reallY reallY hurTs.. bUt i wLdn be mEan enough tO snaTch and tHrow aWay.. eVen thou i'M really tempted tO.. 女人何苦为难女人?世间男子已经太会伤人,我怎么忍心再给你伤痕?


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